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Is your joke still funny?
Is your joke still funny, do you know your words hurt?
Is your joke still funny, when you treat her like dirt?
Is your joke still funny, as she feels so alone?
Is your joke still funny, now you're on your own?
Is your joke still funny, when there's a hole in her chest?
Is your joke still funny, as her soul has been theft?
Is your joke still funny, when you kill her inside?
Is your joke still funny, now she wants to die?
Is your joke still funny, as she cries and cries?
Is your joke still funny, now she took her life?
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Numb myself by kuroi-carousel Numb myself :iconkuroi-carousel:kuroi-carousel 247 43 Wallpaper - I Love Myself by Yarengirl Wallpaper - I Love Myself :iconyarengirl:Yarengirl 81 20
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Me, Myself, and I
I
I am a normal teenaged girl, possibly the most normal teenager you’ll ever meet.  It’s a fact I cling to, repeat over and over again in my head, reassuring myself that everything really is okay.  I am a normal teenaged girl, very normal.
We’re walking home from school, chatting merrily.  We’re talking about normal teenage girl things.  My comments are typical teenager comments.  I’m not special in any way.  I am exactly where I want to be.
None of my friends are really that special to the other people on the street who are maybe throwing us a casual glance.  None of us five sticks out in any particular way.  We’re all wearing jeans and sweaters, some in hoodies, others in zip-ups.  A few of us have ballet flats, others sneakers, one girl a pair of boots.  Some of us have straight hair, others curly, some have it pulled back into a ponytail, others h
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Me and Myself
Being crazy keeps me sane
Being strong numbs the pain
Being a leader stops me relying
Telling the truth stops me lying
Having the guts makes me strong
Having the choice between right and wrong
Standing my ground makes me a winner
All proud talk makes me a sinner
How do you see me?
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Myself
I wish I could have saved myself
I watched myself change
Thinking it was better to fake a smile
Lie to the ones that I love
Act like I was strong
Then let them know I was scared
That there was something wrong
Know I'm empty
The happiness left my body
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Reminders to Myself
1. Every time you feed the goldfish, feed yourself. Even if it's once a day, even if it's once a week.
2. Carry yourself like a house-plant. Take your body outside when it rains; open the blinds to let it sip the sun. Remember to turn yourself daily, like the world, so your branches don't all grow one direction. Don't leave and forget to take care of yourself.
3. It's okay to draw pictures in the dust and leave them for a while.
4. Couch cushions don't always have to have romantic connotations. Sometimes, they are just another quadrant of what you call home, and all they are full of is lose change, pencils, crumbs, and cough drops, and that's okay.
5. Staircases are for running up on all fours and streaking down on pillows. Staircases are for a continuation: never stop moving. Even if you have to drag yourself down screaming before you can make it back up again.
6. One day, there will be a boy whom you serve yourself up to in your grandmother's china tea cup. He will not take milk or s
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To Myself
Dear Me,
Blast that music.
Turn it up as loud as you can.
Let it cover your tears,
and muffle your sobs.
Hold tight to your tools.
Don't let go just yet.
Keep that firm and rhythmic motion,
and let the wounds scar.
Don't stop looking down.
Cover your eyes.
Feel the blows,
and let those words break your bones.
Never forget.
Never say sorry.
Remember that you are who you are meant to be,
and keep your smile bright.
Release your friends.
Turn your back.
For those given freedom,
they will return to you.
Pack up your bags.
Don't dare to look back.
Step outside into the unknown;
you are leaving the nest.
Handle that blade with care.
Smile as you put it back where it belongs.
Look up into the sunrise,
because it's a beautiful day.
Don't be bound by your fears.
Don't be scared of the future.
You have many years before you,
your life has just begun.
Remember that what has shaped you is essential.
Don't turn back the clock.
When given the option turn your head,
because it took eighteen ye
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I Hate Myself
I hate myself, for all that I've done.
I hate myself, for trying to live.
I hate myself for showing emotion.
I hate myself for attempting to love.
I hate myself with a burning passion.
I hate myself for all that I am.
I hate myself for crying my eyes out.
I hate myself for trying to stand.
I hate myself, nothing can change that.
I hate myself for not having died.
I hate myself for cutting the rope.
I hate myself, for the failed suicide.
I feel the grip of my own self-hatred.
I feel the cold, hard hand of God.
His grip is cruel, his humor worse.
He sent me from being happy, to this lonely rotting hearse.
I hate myself because of life.
I hate myself for trying to hide.
I honestly think I'd be better off dead.
I might as well commit suicide.
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Emo stamp by Kiari511 Emo stamp :iconkiari511:Kiari511 271 83 Happy Emo Stamp by DaishoKatana Happy Emo Stamp :icondaishokatana:DaishoKatana 1,296 273 Emo stamp by streamline69 Emo stamp :iconstreamline69:streamline69 420 32 Emo And Proud Stamp by oBsCeNe-EmO-qUeEn Emo And Proud Stamp :iconobscene-emo-queen:oBsCeNe-EmO-qUeEn 462 244
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Top 25: Emotional Rock Songs
Yet another Top 25 for all of you lads! This is gonna be a long playlist of heartfelt songs that give you a horrid case of the feels. Note: Limiting myself to max three songs from each band. 
1. Island of the Misfit Boy- Front Porch Step
2. Coming Back Down- Hollywood Undead
3. Victim- Avenged Sevenfold
4. If I Tremble- Front Porch Step
5. Snuff- Slipknot
6. Remember Everything- FFDP
7. Circles- Hollywood Undead
8. Never Too Late- Three Days Grace
9. Scars- Papa Roach
10. Far From Home- FFDP
11. Hello- Evanescence
12. Creep- Radiohead
13. .45- Shinedown
14. Ashes of Eden- Breaking Benjamin
15. Forget It- Breaking Benjamin
16. My Immortal- Evanescence
17. Call Me- Shinedown
18. The Unforgiven- Metallica
19.  I Don't Wanna Die- Hollywood Undead
20. I Won't See You Tonight Pt. 1- Avenged Sevenfold
21. Lucy- Skillet
22. Jenny- Nothing More
23. So far Away- Avenged Sevenfold
24. Something To Remind You- Staind
25. Here Without You- Three Doors Down
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Heart At Stake (Original Song)
Demons inside, they come alive
They tear me up and throw me aside
What is that sound? We're going down
Down so far we're underground
Why are we even here
Only ones left to scream in fear
What happened to our saving light
They took it and killed it and said good night

Hellish desires
Burn in the fires
Push me until I break
Deadly with dreams
Awake and unseen
There's nothing left for you to take

I put my heart at stake
Insecticide, parasite,
My soul is in tatters but I smile outside
What's left to see? What can I be?
Nothing but your enemy

Hellish desires
Burn in the fires
Push me until I break
Deadly with dreams
Awake and unseen
There's nothing left for you to take

I put my heart at stake
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People don't take self harmers seriously. They don't realize how much pain the are in. In fact, they underestimate how much pain they are in.

Don't you realize how upset someone must be to drag that blade across their skin? Don't you realize how miserable someone must be to lock themselves away somewhere and burn themselves? Don't you realize how cheerless someone must be to raise their hand in the air and slam it against their body, time and time again until they are covered in bruises? No, you don't. You shouldn't joke about things like that, you shouldn't overlook people who do that to themselves. In fact, you should help them.

Don't disrespect those people, they are quite obviously in so much pain. Don't tell them to do it. Don't say that it doesn't mean anything. They do it as a release, for that moment they forget all their problems, everything, all they can focus on is inflicting the pain. It's terrible, it's saddening, it's scary... It's self harm.

Those two words, Self Harm, they're actually quite powerful if you really go into it. They are so miserable that they turn to harming themselves to get away from it. It's no joke, so don't treat it like one.
People don't take self harmers seriously. They don't realize how much pain the are in. In fact, they underestimate how much pain they are in.

Don't you realize how upset someone must be to drag that blade across their skin? Don't you realize how miserable someone must be to lock themselves away somewhere and burn themselves? Don't you realize how cheerless someone must be to raise their hand in the air and slam it against their body, time and time again until they are covered in bruises? No, you don't. You shouldn't joke about things like that, you shouldn't overlook people who do that to themselves. In fact, you should help them.

Don't disrespect those people, they are quite obviously in so much pain. Don't tell them to do it. Don't say that it doesn't mean anything. They do it as a release, for that moment they forget all their problems, everything, all they can focus on is inflicting the pain. It's terrible, it's saddening, it's scary... It's self harm.

Those two words, Self Harm, they're actually quite powerful if you really go into it. They are so miserable that they turn to harming themselves to get away from it. It's no joke, so don't treat it like one.

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Toni Ray
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United States
-my name is Toni(i'm a girl, not a guy. i just have a unisex name)
-pansexual
-14 years old
-im emo and i cut..im trying to stop, but its hard to stop something that keeps you from killing yourself...
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Thank you for the Watch :3
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thanks for the watch
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Thanks for the watch! ^_^
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